So I went to Jakes this morning. Everything was fine…until we had sex. I went over there telling myself that we were not going to. I had my excuses all planned out and everything. Then we did and something was different. He ALWAYS pulls out. I don’t even know how well that works but we have been doing it for two years so obviously it works right? This time it was different though. After we had sex I asked if he pulled out and he said that he did but something felt different. It didn’t feel like he pulled out to me. I feel nervous about it this time. I know that he is lying. I was going to go and get the morning after pill today but he keeps reassuring me that I don’t need to. I feel stupid about the whole situation. I have had my pregnancy scares before but nothing like this. I don’t understand why he would even lie about it. I just know that something is not right. I am going over to Danielle’s tonight to try and get my mind off of things.
